ME being creative

Recently my grandma passed away that is why i haven't been blogging as much as I used  to. People deal with grief in different ways I think that you can't categorize  grief as everyone goes through a different process ... I for example don't cry in front of people if i need to cry which is very rarely I will hold it in till I am alone. I usually write poems. So this one is for you grandma x

You were always special to me
I know it can't be easy to see
But you always saw the best in me

I hide my sad emotions you see
I was happy and full of glee
Yet i was still the shadow to your light

I love you so much
And i miss your soft touch
No longer can I show you how much you mean

No longer do you wonder this earth
I walk alone in my nightmares
Searching for your light

You where so bright and kind
It must of made it easier to find
Your lights else where now

I hadn't noticed you see

You where slowly passing some light to me

No longer am I a shadow of who I should be

I miss everything about you
Just being you through and through
No pretence just yourself

Goodbye dear grandma
Sweet dreams fair well
Eventually I will see your light again

Everyone deals this is my way the reason I put it here is because once i right something like this i usually burn it but this means more to me.

Slan go foil x